Thursday, February 14, 2013

GETTING TO KNOW CRYSTAL BONILLA

Communications 11-8:00
Professor Kahn
02/14/2013


I am currently 20 years old and living in Echo Park by downtown Los Angeles. I live in a tiny little studio with high ceilings that I can’t wait to decorate. I live here on my own most of the time, but lately my grandmother has been staying a few nights. My immediate family members are my mother Miralba, my stepfather Jose, and my older brother Alvaro. I also have three other half-siblings, two of which I have only met once. My mother helps me pay the (fortunately) cheap rent in this studio that has utilities included in the rent, so it’s not so bad “living on my own” for now. I was born in Glendale, California, but my mother’s family is from a small town called Florida near Cali, Colombia. My stepfather isn’t Colombian, he’s actually Cuban, but he’s a cool guy that grew up in the Valley, used to race cars, and surf at the beach back in the day.

 I’ve moved numerous times (about more than 10, but less 20) throughout my life, most of them being in different parts of the San Fernando Valley, the Mojave Desert in Palmdale, and a short-period in the windy city of Chicago, Illinois.  I guess you could say my mother was like a traveling gypsy while I grew up! I speak a total of two and a half languages: English, Spanish, and some Japanese. Thanks to my mother I can speak Spanish quite fluently, but Japanese on the other hand I have to work more intensively on regardless of the two classes I’ve already taken at SMC.

I used to be an English Literature major before switching over to Women’s Studies and Creative Writing, so I love reading literature, poetry, fiction, and non-fiction from different parts of the world. I’ll read, and often times enjoy, anything that isn’t commercial writing. I’m not actually that picky, though, I just appreciate it when a writer actually writes to write. A current favorite author would be Haruki Murakami. I like to consider myself a creative endeavorist with a feminist rationale, because I enjoy dabbling in creative projects with friends that either shoot photography, film, write music and everything else possible (I’m a sucker for the artsy stuff, I guess). I don’t subscribe to any magazines, but occasionally purchase fashion magazines from Japanese bookstores, because their layouts cover much more white space than western magazines do.  I don’t own a televeision, have cable, or listen to the radio, but I do have a laptop with internet access and a record player with a growing vinyl collection. I just got hired at the library on main campus, so when I’m not at school I’m still at school, but just working.

 Apart from school and work, I usually read, study, spontaneously start an anime series, write prose poems and short-fiction stories, run my internet blog, go to shows/concerts/music festivals, and enjoy the company of close ones. A short term goal I have for myself would be improving my health by adopting new eating habits and implementing daily exercise to keep me going throughout the day. My medium range goal would be getting a flexible part-time job as a mobile phlebotomist once my certification comes in the mail to earn more income. The long term goal I am working toward is to get published by a literary magazine or journal, to exist in print one day, and to ultimately, self-publish my first novel. Nothing is particularly keeping me from accomplishing these goals, they just require time, patience, and effort that I’m putting forth.'

I’m generally an outgoing, easily amused, and free-spirited person, so everything and anything can potentially make me happy; I lean more toward the optimistic end of the scale. Watching a father and his son pick out rings and skirts in a shop in Berkeley gives me joy, but so does being with people I genuinely care for and love doing the things we love to do. When things aren’t as golden as they should be, I usually take some time to myself to gather my thoughts and think carefully about what needs to change in order for me to feel better. Surprisingly, many things make me angry or upset, but like I said, I’m an optimist and I will always believe in alternative ways to deal with an issue that upsets me.  

Social issues regarding sex, race, and class—society in general just concerns me, mostly because I’m disillusioned by the standards we’re practically forced to exist within. I get mad that my appearance and sexuality are taken for granted as a default setting. I get mad that my family doesn’t understand me and the issues I am passionate about. I get mad when people my age act like programmed drones instead of using their minds to transcend the social propaganda of prevailing relics. If I could do something to make this unfortunate reality a bit better, I’d try to innovate the education of future generations to be inclusive of a broad variety of identities and different historical perspectives, produce new forms of media that is easily accessible and affordable, and encourage young people to take an introductory Women’s Studies class in college. If I had a chance to take it all over again, I would, because that one class alone changed my whole life and I was finally happy.

My greatest fear in the world would be not being able to do everything I had wanted with the person I love the most, Harriet.

I have not done much public speaking before this class, but in my creative writing class last fall, I had to read my stories out loud in front of my professor and classmates. Thankfully, I became comfortable with my fellow writers, so I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I would be. However, I hope to ease into public speaking with this class. For the most part, I enjoy discussing literature analysis, human rights, controversial social issues, feminism, environmental issues, and basically everything and anything counterculture.


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