Sometimes I am convinced I'm all alone, like no one cares enough. I know people care about me though, I know this with all my heart, but why do I feel so alone? Have I always been alone? Am I just lonely? Am I just depressed? Am I just fucking sad? What the hell is even wrong with me? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I fail and disappoint everyone I love, what am I then? Just a failure? Does a seven letter word sum me up in her eyes? I feel like she really hates me sometimes, I don't know if that's okay. Is it okay? I don't know what to do or say anymore, I think I'm just going to shut up for awhile and cry. I don't know how to deal with anything the right way, but there's probably not a right way to deal with anything anyways. There aren't any fucking rainbows anywhere. I'm getting so tired of crying, but I'll never stop crying now, everywhere I turn there is sadness;
everywhere i turn there is sadness,
everywhere i run to there is sadness,
everyone i love is full of sadness.
it's just sad, sad,
sad.
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