LOVE HOUND

Love hound,

booze hound,

I'm always looking

for ways to do me in.

I cannot stand the way

you make me feel

all the fucking time.

You beat endlessly 

through my veins

and wrench the 

seams of my sick,

sad heart. 

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ILL THOUGHTS

Place your hand in mine,

let me trace the rhythm

of your eager pulse.

I know you crave the

corners of my mind,

don't be scared. 

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I WANT TO GO HOME, HOME.

BLURRY VISION

I  feel terrible for not updating my blog since the beginning of the year, but so many new things have happened! I moved into my new place; it's a tiny little single that barely fits all of my stuff, but it makes me really happy. I have never lived alone and this new life has taught me many things about independence and taking care of yourself. I grew up rather spoiled and rotten because of my mother's incessant adoration, so it's been rather hard for me over the past three years to adjust. However, I think this time I've really settled into it. I can do it, I can live alone and be alone.